Possessed Chapter 30

"You guys are fucking assholes." Felix mumbled as he looked through his camera pictures that we had taken last night.

Alma giggled. "That's what you get for falling asleep so early!"

The three of us were on the school bus headed towards Six Flags. It was nice and sunny out too.

I was texting Patch.

Me: Hey! You should download Snapchat!

Patch: What's Snapchat?

Me: You can send pictures to people, but then they disappear after 10 seconds.

Patch: Sounds like a great place to send nudes

Me: I'm not going to send you nudes Patch.

Patch: I don't want nudes, I'd rather have the real thing babe.

Me: You're such a fuckboy.

Patch: What even is a fuckboy.

Me: Urban Dictionary Definition of FuckBoy: "a fuck boy is a boy who does anything for nudes and/or sex."

Patch: I don't do that

Me: I'm just kidding babe.

Patch: I think you owe me nudes for hurting my feelings.

Me: Oh. My. God.

Patch: Just kidding!

Me: You're silly. I miss you.

Patch: I miss you too baby.

I smiled at my phone as I heard the familiar click of a camera.

Looking up I saw Felix smiling at the picture he had taken of me. "Are you texting Patch? Your eyes light up and your pupils get big when you do."

"Aw how cute, he's like your drug!" Alma laughed.

I rolled my eyes. "Be quiet you guys."

"Do you love him?" Felix abruptly asked me.

"I think so." I mumbled.

Alma scrunched up her nose. "You don't know? How do you not know if you love him?"

I shrugged. "I think love scares him. Whenever I tell him I love him he tells me that I don't."

"What?" The two of them asked in unison.

"You guys haven't passed the I love you phase yet?" Felix gawked.

"How long have you guys been together?" Alma asked.

"About five months." I replied.

"But you guys have fucked." Felix clarified.

I nodded.

"That's bad. He doesn't love you, but he banged you?" Alma was pissed.

My eyes planted on my hands as I flipped my phone around awkwardly. "Its not a big deal Alma. He does love me, he's just afraid to. I know he's afraid of love. He told me he's lost everyone he loves. He said he didn't want to lose me either. I know he loves me, he's just afraid to love me."

"Straight couples." The both groaned in unison.
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Night had fallen around us. It was midnight already, the park was supposed to close around five, but it stayed open all night for our ditch day. The three of us were over-tired and laughing like maniacs on the carousel.

As it slowed to a stop we all got off, giggling.

"I hate these shorts!" Alma complained. "This is why I wear dresses!"

She had on red high waisted shorts with two rows of buttons along with black chucks and a black v-neck T-shirt. Her hair was up in a bun with a red bandana tied around her head to keep her hair back.

"I'm fucking cold. I didn't think it would get this cold!" Felix added in. He had on khaki joggers, black chucks and a cut up muscle shirt.

"That's why I wore jeans, and brought my flannel." I winked. I had worn black jeans, black chucks, a white Metallica shirt along with a red and black flannel. I had kept it around my waist most of the day, but when it got cold I put it on.

"Yeah shut up and stop being smart." Alma stuck out her tongue.

I giggled and wrapped the oversized flannel tighter around me. It wasn't mine. It was one of Patch's that I stole from him. The collar of the flannel still smelled like him.

"I have to piss." Felix complained.

"Me too." Alma agreed.

We found a bathroom, the two of them went it and I stayed outside. I decided to call Patch and tell him goodnight.

He picked up after a few rings. "Hey baby girl." He whispered.

"Hey babe."

He sighed angirly. "Would you stay in your own bed?"

Who was he talking to?

"But Steve is a bed hog!" A female voice complained. "You share the bed with him!"

"Last time I shared a bed with Steve I woke up with him groping me." Patch hissed.

"Looks like we're sharing a bed!" The girl laughed.

"Patch?" I asked.

"I'll sleep on the couch. Even though I'm paying for the room." He groaned, he probably didn't hear me say his name.

"Sorry babe. Felicia tried to invade my space."

"Oh." I replied with a jealous edge.

"What's wrong?" He asked me.

"Nothing." I didn't want to confess to him I was jealous of Felicia. That would be controlling of me.

"Babe. Something's wrong. Tell me." Patch demanded softly.

"Do you still have feelings for Felicia?"

I heard Patch bust into laughter, followed by Felicia's voice. "Shut the fuck up!" She hissed.

"Karma, baby girl, no I fucking hate Felicia, I don't have feelings for her." He laughed.

"Hurtful!" She whined.

"Does she still like you?" I asked.

I could almost hear Patch's smile as he asked Felicia. "Do you still have feelings for me Felicia?"

"You're fucking repulsive. There's a reason we were only together for a week." She replied.

Feeling stupid I asked him. "A week?"

"She's too controlling, and her piercings hurt." Patch replied.

"Let's just talk shit about me!" She called from somewhere in the room.

"Why is she trying to get in bed with you then?" I asked, feeling more stupid every time I spoke.

"Steve is a bed hog. She didn't want to sleep in bed with him. The hotel has two beds, and the couch is kinda gross." He replied, obviously amused with my jealousy.

"Oh." I mumbled as I chewed at my lip.

"Babe, first of all, if you're biting your lip, stop it."

How did he know? Immediately I released my lip from between my teeth.

"Second of all, Felicia and Steve are here to help me find the Lycans, not for fun or to hook up, certainly not to share beds with. Third of all, I wouldn't want to sleep with her- or anyone else for that matter, because I have you. Why would I be unfaithful like that? You're the only one I want." His husky words sent a shiver down my spine.

"I'm sorry I was being jealous." I mumbled guiltily.

"It's only fair, I'm not exactly the nicest when it comes to Felix."

"True." I replied with a laugh.

"You still at Six Flags?"

"Yeah, Alma and Felix are in the bathroom. I wanted to say goodnight to you."

"Ah. Okay, well text me when you get back, so I know you're safe."

"Of course. Sleep well Patch."

"Have fun Princess." He replied softly as I hung up.
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We got off the bus and with our arms around each other, we sluggishly made our way into Felix's house. We were all tired, it was six in the morning when we got back. We all had to be up in half an hour for school.

"Let's ditch school tomorrow, we can go later in in the day for the play, but I need sleep." Felix groaned.

"Agreed." Alma sighed.

"We'll sleep in the living room, I share a room with my brother so, it's best to stay out here. You two can have the fold out couch." He yawned and motioned to the already made up fold out couch.

Without any hesitation Alma flopped down and fell asleep. I sat next to her as Felix laid down on the other couch.

I pulled out my phone and texted Patch

Me: We're safely back at Felix's house!

Patch: Alright! I can sleep now knowing you're home okay.

Me: What!? You stayed up to make sure I got home okay!?

Patch: Of course? Why wouldn't I?

Me: Go to sleep! You must be tired!

Patch: Yeah yeah yeah. Goodnight Angel. Sleep well.

With a smile I hugged my phone to my chest. Sometime he was overprotective and he cared way too much. He always put my well being before his own.

It made me mad because he needs to put himself first, but at the same time, it was great having someone who cared so much.

Peacefully I drifted into a deep sleep, only to be woken by nightmares periodically through the night.

The only thing that kept them away was him.

I wanted him back so badly.